Weak Made Strong

Trevor says I haven't written in a while.
He's right.  I feel like every time I sit down to write in the afternoon... I get super distracted.  Even if I have things on my heart that I am aching to write about.

I feel disappointed with my life

I feel like I'm floating

I just read in the bible today that it is in Him that I find out who I really am and why I am here

So I will wait..... I have no choice
It's not an option anymore to go back to my own way of being in charge, running fast, but going nowhere
I believe there is a better way to life 

There is this feeling ( a fickle feeling, as Joyce would say) (A stupid feeling as Trevor, would say) that God is not quite strong enough to hold me
To fix me
This feeling that if I fully lean on Him that He cannot fully support
Heal me
Set me free from my self (compulsions, impulsions and all)

I have a  catastrophic apprehension to
Fall into Grace

This song has been playing in my head for like the past week.

My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus Blood and Righteousness
I dare not trust the sweetest frame
But wholly Trust in Jesus Name

Christ Alone, Cornerstone
The weak made strong
In the Savior's Love
Through the Storm
He is Lord
Lord Of All

Christ in me
The Hope of Glory

Christ in me
The Hope of Glory

Awake my Soul to Christ in me, My Hope 

Kind of a  downer of a post... but it's one of those days......