Monday 10 March 2014

As Close As I Can Get To You, That's Where I Need To Be

My Father, God is 
With Me

My Mighty Savior 

He takes Great Delight 
In Me

With His Love
He quiets 
All 
My fears

He Rejoices over me
With singing 


I don't know about you, but I am pretty independent
If there is a problem
I figure it out
If I need something
Reaching out for help doesn't even appear in my radar until I have utterly exhausted my own Resources

When I am hurting
Or afraid
I hide
Seclude myself
The world doesn't seem as safe to me when I'm not presenting a smile
And have nothing to offer

My own experience in life has taught me that 
I cannot lean on someone when I am weak
Because the weight of Me, is too much
I have learned to look out for myself

When I read the words in Zephaniah 3:17
God is With me
A Mighty Savior who Saves Me 
Delights 
Sings
Rejoices 
Over me

The words are so beautiful
My Heart aches to truly receive them

To see Him beside me at all times
Never alone, Christina

A Savior so Mighty and Strong that the weight of my life and troubles
Bear no capability of breaking Him
A Strength for me
A Shield about me
Safe

A God who Sees me
When I'm not even trying to be noticed by Him
Who finds Delight in Christina 
When I'm not trying to be pleasing

As baffled as my mind gets
My heart Believes His words are true

This veil that life has layed
Over the eyes of my Heart 
Making these truths seem like a new strange language
When I've only ever heard my native one

Lord, 
I am asking You to lift the veil 
That I could be right by Your side
That I could see and receive You for who You are 
That our Love would have no barrier
As close as I can get to You
That's where I need to be

A spirit of Wisdom and Revelation in the knowledge of You 
That the eyes of my understanding would be enlightened

Help us receive
Help us receive 
Your Love

Help us receive
Help us receive 
Your Joy

You dance over us, Father 
Songs of Joy and Love on Your lips 
Delight radiating from Your Heart








Tuesday 4 March 2014

Everything Is In My Hands

A good reminder tonight

That God's hands are Bigger than mine

Every detail of my life 

My Heart

Every person I Love and Hope for

Every dream

Every care and worry

I release to His hands




He makes Everything Beautiful 

Just in time


XOXOXO