Where Everyone Else Seems To Be...... Except Me

When I'm not sure if all these crazy dreams in my Heart could possibly find a home 

When I get discouraged looking at where I am 

Where I so desperately want to be

Where Everyone else seems to be
Except me....... Sheesh!

When what is in front of me

Seems more than I can even face

Let alone tackle and move past

When my vision is big

But my presence is still so small

When I don't know where to start
All this is like a dimly lit corn maze in front of me
I wish I had the map
...... and a flood light!

When my focus is here today
And

Loooong gone tomorrow

When my head is constantly in the clouds and I'm needing to fly

But life is pulling my attention to this yellow and brown grassed ground

In all this
I am learning to let my Heart  say
.... Sometimes Yell
Or Cry out
Or dance out in front of my picture window that I keep forgetting to close the blinds on
(Ya... I'm that neighbor!)

God, I trust You
You Love me
You will fulfil Your purpose for me
You will work this all out for my good 
You give me the very desires that You placed in my Heart when You gave me life
I look up right now, Dad
For Your thoughts are higher than mine
Your eyes see what I cannot
You are good
You are here
I belong to You 
I give this all into Your hands and take a massive deep breath

My Job: To Be Outrageously Loved

Listening to this over and over these early mornings by the fire

Truth 

About who we are in God

How very very much He Loves us

More and More

Of this revelation 

I truly think that is all we are needing in this life

To overcome

To be everything we want to be

But can't quite get to